Friday, January 30, 2009
I AM ALIVE!!
I KISS THE SWEET GROUND:DD
Wednesday, January 28, 2009
I talked to wilson wee today..
it like..FINALLY.
I has thought of deleting him off my msn list on several occasions,but I rmb how in the past he used to be my messenger..and I..can't bring myself to do it..
while other stampled on my relationship with H,he supports.
he was there..helping us silently and unconditionally.
At that time,it feel as if he was God's guardian angel for me.
But when my relationship does not work out,I started to avoid him..
I want to make a clean break with H,so it make perfect sense to delete wilson off my msn too.
But..I am glad I did not,everytime I clicked on his msn nick,something stop me.
And today,after talking to him,it brought me to the old days,where i confide in him on my relationship problems.
and today,just like the past, I burp out my secret again..
Knowing you is really a blessing from God.
wish me luck,I am going to plunge straight into it again,I don't know whether I will emerge victorious,but I will do whatever it take,and give in all my might.
:)
Tuesday, January 27, 2009
went to jurong bird park today,
here are 3 pictures because there some problem with blogger.
bye.
Monday, January 26, 2009
reunion dinner was on yesterday.
spend my %$#*@*( disclaimer:this is not a bad word,it just mean a long time) day beside the computer browsing through the stupid singtelshop.com..it is so lag you know?
check out the LG renior and HTC touch diamond,and they are both out of stock)):
settled for the viewty instead,asked my dad to picked the number he wanted,then realise that I choosen the pink viewty instead of black,deleted everything and click on the black icon again.
After it appeared,I scrolled down to the number that my dad had previously chosen,and..it's already taken.My dad was very angry and demand that we go down to the singtel hello! shop at tampines if I want the phone by today.I agreed and he drive me and my sister there. and know what?when we go there,the singtel ppl tell me that it out of stock.
got back and resort to going to the singtelshop.com again,choose a num for my dad personally,and rejoice when we finally check out the shopping cart..
BUT..
we realise that the payment method is by either mastercard or visa(we thought it cash-on-delivery)and we do not have any card with this two icon:X
so it like a waste,but luckily,it reunion dinner right?my uncle and his family soon came to my house,and he happened to have the mastercard..whew,what a relief:)
my new phone is slated to be delivered on 30th jan,2:30-5:30pm..WEE!!!:D
visited my grandma in amk today,and my dad want to bring us to jurong bird park,
kinda make a wrong turn in clementi,and poof,we are lost):
okay,he promised he will bring us there tomorrow,but I am not very enthuastic on going there.
If I go there,I will see penguins,and they will remind me of him again.
likewise,if my dad choose to go to the zoo,I will see pigs,and it will remind me of him too.
piggy is what i used to call him,and penguin is the nickname his friends gave him from the way he walked..
It took me great effort to get him out of my mind,I don't want him to invade my thoughts again..
seriously,wo bu yao!
Wednesday, January 21, 2009
I FLUNKED MY SS.
AGAIN!!
I did not manage to finish my last sentence,which is the most impt..
without it,my essay is just trash,
totally trash.
):
Sunday, January 18, 2009
I feel really weird recently,have been deleting a lot of ppl off my msn list without any reason.
my Damai ex-senior,those friend from other sch and a whole lot more,
I don't know why,i just want to delete them..
I called a few days ago to terminate my phone line too,I don't know why too,since this few weeks will be the time that I need my phone most for my cca,sch projects,to call some of my friend when i cant find them in school etc..My phone is spoilt too,perfect timing,contacts all lost,dratz!
Days without a phone isn't that bad or boring,I used to depend heavily on the phone,but now i don't.But my dad is pressuring me to buy a new phone this week!!!
Me and Russell are planning to buy the same LG phone on the same day,but now the black 1 is currently out of stock!OMG):if they did'nt stocked up by this sat,I might be pressured to buy another phone design by my dad because he need the num desperately)):
oh ya!something worth mentioning too.
I donated some neopoints to the neopets wishing well,and I WON THE VIRTUAL ITEM THAT I WANTED!!
AND THE AMAZING THING IS,THERE ONLY 20 WINNERS PER DAY!!
i CAN'T BELIEVE MY EYES WHEN MY NAME APPEARED ON THE WISHING WELL PAGE:)
haha,okay,ignore me.
i am crazy!~
:D
Thursday, January 15, 2009
my insitution was right afterall:))
now the thing is,how do i go about excuting it?
Wednesday, January 14, 2009
I don't understand why.
You made me infatuated with you all over again.
Tuesday, January 13, 2009
SEBASTIAN GOT 5 POINT FOR HIS O LEVEL!!!=O
I wrote at ;;9:58 PM
[ONE] Who was your last text from?Christopher
[TWO] Where was your default pic taken?Neopets.
[THREE]Your relationship status?- Single.
[FOUR] Have you ever lost a close friend? - Yup):
[FIVE] What is your current mood?- Moody
[SIX] What's your sister's name?- Grace:D
[SEVEN ] What's your favorite color(s)?- Green,blue,black,white
[EIGHT] With Who do you wish you were right now?- err..
[NINE] Have a crazy side?- I think so.
[TEN] Ever had a near death experience?- Yup!
[ELEVEN] Something you do a lot?- well,I breath,all the time.
[TWELVE] Angry at anyone?- YES!
[THIRTEEN] What's stopping you from going for the person you like?- I am not sure of who i like now.
[FOURTEEN] When was the last time you cried?- forget liao.
[FIFTEEN] Is there anyone you would do anything for?- Depend.
[SIXTEEN] Love your Boyfriend?- I don't have a boyfriend.
[SEVENTEEN] Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?- I forgotten.
[EIGHTEEN] What are your favorite songs?- it on the side of my blog.
.[NINETEEN] What are you doing right now?- answeing this survey la!
[TWENTY] Who do you trust right now?- Myself.
[TWENTY-ONE] Where did you get the shirt you are wearing?- from my closet.
TWENTY-TWO] Have you kissed someone in the past week?- Nope.
[TWENTY-THREE] What is your lucky number?- 3!
[TWENTY-FOUR] Who are your friends that are closest to you?- It used to be David,then no one.
[TWENTY- FIVE] Describe your life in one word?- Fluke
[TWENTY- SIX] Have you ever kissed in the rain?- Nope.
[TWENTY-SEVEN] Who are you thinking of right now?- No one.
[TWENTY- EIGHT] What should you be doing right now?- I am suppose to be doing my homework.
(TWENTY-NINE)If you could wish for something right now, what would it be?- I wish that I can get 8 point in my o level.
[THIRTY] What are you listening to?- nothing.
[THIRTY- ONE] Who was the last person who gave you a hug?- my mum
[THIRTY- TWO] Who was the last person who yelled at you?- My mum too!
[THIRTY- THREE] Do you act differently around the person you like?- Idk
[THIRTY- FOUR] What is your natural hair color?- Black.
[THIRTY-FIVE]Who was the last person to make you laugh?-Lisa
:)
Wednesday, January 7, 2009
The person who tagged you is?Yuelin
Your relationship with him/her?a friend
Your 5 impressions of him/her?
1.)smart
2.)a bit bhb
3.)very culculative
4.)-
5.)-
The most memorable thing he/she has done for you?nothing?lol
The most memorable thing he/she has said to you?hmm,nothing memorable currently.
If he/she becomes your lover, you will?idk.
If he/she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improve on will be?hmm,my lover should'nt be lazy,but i don't know whether he is or not:/
8. If he/she becomes your enemy, you will?well,idk too.
9. If he/she dies, you will?pray that he have a wonderful time in heaven,and miss him maybe?
10. What is it you want to tell he/she?err,wish him a advanced new yr?
11. Your overall impression of he/she?
err..
12. How do you think people around you will feel?that I am hardworking and quiet?unless they are my close friends,they will know that I am neither of both:)
13. The characters you love of yourself are?Tenacity
14. On the contrary, the characters you hate yourself are?trying to please everyone
15. The most ideal person you want to be is?someone who have strength in their character?oh ya,he must be a christian too!
16. For people who cares and likes you, say something to them.thank you!I like you too:D
17.Pass this quiz to 10 people:everyone who want to do this quiz!
NOTE:the rest of the quiz had been deleted because the owner of this blog is too lazy:D
Monday, January 5, 2009
i had my first math lesson of the year today,and it was very..nerve wrecking):
i don't understand anything on the circle,which Mrs chen say is pri sch stuff,omg,it mean i have lot of catching up to do,should'nt have taken so many mc last yr):
I spent more than $500 last year seeing the doctor and taking mc..haiz):
oh ya,and i dislike the chinese teacher,she too fierce for me):
and we have to prepare a lot of things and a lot of homework like we are atttending a university exam-.-
MR EDWIN CHO IS OUR PE TEACHER!!
MR EDWIN CHO IS OUR PE TEACHER!!
MR EDWIN CHO IS OUR PE TEACHER!!
haha,lisa look at me and joked after knowing his our pe teacher,well,she know he my favourite teacher:)
went for the comp club and av meeting today,thought they just wanted to tell us that both the cca had merged,but it turn out that they want to break the ice by playing savenger and whacko,for the whacko,I am in charge of shouting out the name of other when my partner name is called.I keep on forgetting his name is nicholas instead of jonathan-.-
as for savenger,our grp won,grp 3 rockx!:)
that it,i am going to do my homework now-.-
bye!
Sunday, January 4, 2009
I want to make some ammendment to the previous post,it does'nt sound right at all.
I said that God directed me to someone else for me to love,but i just found out that this isn't the case.
True,because of that guy,I managed to forget hongwei(except for that 7%),but I did'nt get any real feeling for this guy.It like a reflex action,when you lose something important suddenly,you will immediately cling on to something else to replace the feeling of emptiness in you.This what happen between me and the guy.Andrew is right,when you stand up again,you will realise that it's not love,but dependance.
I am not ready to commit myself any relationship in the near future,I guess,I still need some time to be healed completely and start believing in relationship.
