I want to make some ammendment to the previous post,it does'nt sound right at all. I said that God directed me to someone else for me to love,but i just found out that this isn't the case.
True,because of that guy,I managed to forget hongwei(except for that 7%),but I did'nt get any real feeling for this guy.It like a reflex action,when you lose something important suddenly,you will immediately cling on to something else to replace the feeling of emptiness in you.This what happen between me and the guy.Andrew is right,when you stand up again,you will realise that it's not love,but dependance.
I am not ready to commit myself any relationship in the near future,I guess,I still need some time to be healed completely and start believing in relationship.
I wrote at ;;8:35 PM
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Name:ESTHER LIM Crack:11/04/1993
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