I feel so much better now that I talked to someone about it.. does take a heavy load off my mind. well,i think I will go ahead with my decision and hope i don't end up with plays. "Such an apparition, appearst in front of me!'
"I have almost forgot the taste of fears; The time has been, my senses would have cool'd To hear a night-shriek; and my fell of hair Would at a dismal treatise rouse and stir As life were in't: I have supp'd full with horrors; Direness, familiar to my slaughterous thoughts Cannot once start me. "
"Give sorrow words: the grief that does not speak Whispers the o'er-fraught heart, and bids it break. "
